
What a disappointing day it was at the trials yesterday at Hasley Crawford Stadium! Not only that I didn't make the team but I didn't come in the top three even. The CARIFTA trials is what I have been training for, for the past couple weeks, months, years.... At the end it's always to make the team...
So there I was at the trials, 1st throw, concentrating on technique, focusing, pulled off a 13.05 meters... I immediately thought I was taking home the third place with that one throw, to the point where my other five throws were less than my 1st throw. Wondering why I was satisfied with 3rd? Well, competing with us again, were the two national athletes, Hezekiel Romeo and Akeem Stewart and those two were basically fighting for 1st and 2nd, nobody could come near their distance of 16 to 17 meters. There we were, doing our throws, 1st three rounds came to and end and still I was locked in 3rd and suddenly my nemesis, Micah Mc Nish pulled off a 13.21 meter throw...
At this point, I am in awe... studying how could this happen, trying to get my head back in the game, I felt the nervousness in my body. Two throws passed and still haven't passed his mark! There I was about to make the final throw and nerves beyond my experience! Bamm!!! 11 meters... Terrible!!!
I sat down just there gazing thoughts started flowing through my mind... "what would coach say?" "what have you been training for?" "all this training for nothing?"... All negative thoughts, I honestly felt like tearing up at that point. Luckily coach wasn't as hard on me as I expected... He was just curious to know what went wrong... How did I fowl two of my throws? I blamed the nerves...
At the end of the day
1st place: Akeem Stewart 17.24 m
2nd place: Hezekiel Romeo 16.69m
3rd place: Micah Mc Nish 13.21 m
Hezekiel Romeo and Akeem Stewart will be representing Trinidad in CARIFTA Games 2011 Boys U20 shot put
Note to self: 2012 IS MY YEAR!!!!!






